Sometimes you want it so bad you will do whatever it takes. It becomes so unbearable you don't know what to do with yourself. Your mind can no longer distinguish between what's real and what's not. It becomes your drive, the ultimate force that has taken over your soul and body. Thread by thread, it is wrapped around you. The spider spun its web. You are the catch. Prepare to be swallowed.
Swallowed by your own addiction.